Gaining...Perspective?

I don't even know where to start.

 

 

I wouldn't say that I have given up entirely these last couple of months, because I have been totally conscious of my choices.  I have just consciously been making the wrong choices.

 

And it has definitely had a negative effect- on my waistline and a little bit on my self esteem.

 

 

I just get so worn out, you know?  I feel like it is has always been a struggle and it will always be a struggle and it makes me tired.  I have a lot on my plate...see what I did there? :)

 

So, I am trying something new this week.  Inspired by one of my favorite bloggers, Amber at Crafty Healthy Mommy, I am trying low carb.  I already know from experience that I am super sensitive to sugar and carbs.  Besides, low carb is bacon friendly. I will be posting weekly weigh-ins again. 

 

My weight as of this morning was 224.2.

 

I'm not going to calculate how much I have gained- it's self-defeating and it doesn't really matter.  This is a fresh start.

 

I will also be doing Focus T25.  Given my school schedule and Andy's travel schedule, I may not be able to stick to the plan as hardcore as I would like.  But not doing it all isn't doing anything for me- so I am committing to giving myself a break and not giving up when I have a conflict.  I will be posting a weekly accountability post about what I am doing to get moving- whether it's T25 or chasing T through Target.